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They are often viewed as an occurrence that is unique, and yet, they still exist in every way you can possibly imagine. From the stars in the heavens to all of the biological processes down here on Earth, it is their originality that makes them noticeable in the areas they universally inhabit.
Regardless of this fact, they exist in these so called “normal” venues even though they may seem out of place because they are so different than most.
Often, the universal forces of nature are telling them they should not exist this way, but, if they exist outside of who and what they are truly meant to be, in this case beautifully different, they will disappear into the same quantum vortex from which they have been duly manifested into creation.
Some can be destructive, like a hedonistic black hole indiscriminately devouring everything in its path, and others can be undisruptive, like a remnant of upholstery folded and stitched to the bottom of a frame by its designer, in order to make the entire sum of its parts detailed to absolute perfection.
The power to create or destroy is not Science Fiction by any stretch of imagination. All of the good, bad, ugly, indifferent, angry, and self-righteous people along the way have been here to teach me a thing or two about who I am, and trust me, it has not been easy realizing your own kind will do or say just about anything to change you because they also fear what they do not understand.
Does this sound familiar to anybody else?
Someone once asked, “How did I discover these abilities?” And, that is a very good question indeed. In retrospect, it seems to have all happened by accident. But I know everything happens for a reason. Much like the mistakes I have been making in the progression of understanding myself, and how I have come to realize there is perfection in all things that often seem broken, flawed, or odd at first sight.
The best news about all of this is when you touch the other side, and get to cheat death like I did, everything that is really important suddenly becomes very real, and there is an opportunity to do something bigger by fully acknowledging and accepting these abilities.
My special friends have been encouraging me to come out with it, again now, and own up to my destiny once and for all.
Since we really are a rainbow of people, the best thing I have learned is that being different is not such a bad thing after all. I still cry when I must, laugh at my mistakes when they happen, and hope for a better day whenever a tough day seemingly gets the best of me, (don’t we all) because there have been many, many days that I have questioned my place in this world since I woke up from being in a coma with absolutely no memory or motor function, whatsoever.
Hum?! Come to think of it, this must be what it feels like to come out.
As you have probably said to those who have judged you for being who you are, this is only part of what makes me who I am. When I put everything together it makes a lot sense for me to claim this as my own. Especially when these universal forces of good, bad, ugly, indifferent, angry, and self-righteous judgments pull on me, sometimes even push me into a direction that goes hand in hand with feeling the need to come out of the broom closet, again.
I had a near-death experience and have been given these special gifts by God/Source/Universe/Big Daddy. (whatever you choose to call it) And there are a lot of other people like me in this world, too. By some estimates there are one billion of us coming from every region on the Planet, every race, every color, gender, religious belief, sexual orientation, etc.
The most important thing about this experience has helped me realize that everything is connected in one way or another, much like a combination to a lock, this holds the key to my future.
Here is some more truth; all of this bullying nonsense is not going to stop me. You can tell by my photo I wholeheartedly accept these diverse parts of who I am, as facts. There have been way too many validated experiences to label it as something else. (I have references) Recently, I have discovered the sure fire way to take your power back is to fully own every part of who you are with honor and pride. And as you can see, it just keeps getting better.
Here are some more interesting facts for those who question whether or not these gifts come from God.
Romans 12:6 – We have different gifts, according to the grace given to each of us. If your gift is prophesying then prophesy in accordance to your faith.
Yes, that is real scripture.
The word faith means to believe in something that is not based on proof, have confidence or trust in a person or thing, believing in the unseen. A knowing.
Prophesy means to teach religious studies, making inspired declarations of what is to come, teaching religious subjects. To preach.
The Bear Trap
My head is still unraveling all of the twist and turns my new life has taken since realizing the absolute truth about who I am now that I am here again.
I have been catching up on movies that always seem to have a fairy tale ending, when the plots within a plot come together at the last minute, making the journey all worth while by discovering a place to call home when the flurry of dust settles and the storyline is revealed and finally comes to “The End”.
Real life, however, seems more complicated when it is stretched out over years instead of being condensed into just a few hours, or more. Part of what happens in the process in living, like what happens in these wonderful movies I have been watching, is change and growth, a metamorphosis, existing in one state of being while evolving into another.
Too much pressure on this process will absolutely destroy this life in its incubation period, being in the safety of its cocoon so it has time to naturally mature, develop its survival instincts so does not get caught in any kind of trap that forces it out of it shell too soon, simply unaware of the evils of being hunted for its wings before it can learn how to successfully fly on its own, since it is now completely on its own.
Any healthy person knows this already, and yet, some still choose to participate in destroying this evolutionary process out of ignorance and selfish gain, annihilating one life for another in a “do as you will” mentality, with the inability to feel any kind remorse or realize the rippling effects of consequences each of us will inevitably have to endure.
They make movies like this, too, that always end tragically when the truth finally comes out way after any victims are buried and way after some of the evidence is covered up, missing, or tarnished in lies and deception, and all of the perpetrators finally get theirs.
These were the lawless ways of the Wild West, when people would just as soon shot you first, for looking at them wrong way and ask questions later, ask questions way after the fact, when you are dead and cannot defend yourself against the kind of total prosecution this provides, it was the law of the land back then.
These days, or so I am told by many different forms of media, by the spiritually evolved, we are living in a more civilized time in humanity when words and deeds go hand in hand. If you say you are a “good person” and do evil and wicked things the two cancel each other out and you are not living an authentic life or running a good business, you are basically living in a delusional state that is masked in illusions when you hold other people to different standards than your own. Mistakes become choices when you do them over and over, expecting a different result. It is pure insanity.
Say what you will about this sort of thing, inevitably you will think what you want to think, anyway, based on personal experience, perception, and underlining motives, but, I am here to tell you the difference between helping another being and helping yourself is clearly an act of aggression. It is unlawful, unregulated, and intolerable, a big ruse without full knowledge of the complete story.
It is like taking one scripture from the Bible and calling it the absolute truth of everything. The ultimate law of God’s land is love. Destroying or capturing something because you love it is not really love.
Some people may even call this sort of thing being jealous, though, when there are acts committed against another being for being what they are created to be, but perceived to be something different under the watchful eyes of those who are willing to gain something while acting against the sovereignty of another, even when they might think they will be immune to the laws of cause and effect when the same results are retuned in kind, even when they know better. It is simply delusional to think there will be no consequences to these kinds of violations.
In nature, the basic nature of a Bear is to eat and sleep, usually hiding peacefully from those who hunt them for hide or for sport. And it is also very natural to hear the roar of the beast when it has been injured or ailing from such circumstances that leave it no choice but to find a way out of the trappings that have the potential to end its life, in one way or another, if it does not fight back out of self-defense when it feels threatened, with no choice in the matter when it is exposed to an unequally matched opponent pointing a loaded gun to its neck, unequally matched by the immoral and unjust.
However, it is extremely important to recognize if you have something other people want, you will also be subjected to this kind of trap until you surrender to being held in captivity for the amusement of others, or simply bleed out while being skinned alive for your precious wings or hide, your abilities and gifts, in a slow and painful process of giving without receiving, a very slow and very painful death.
But, the choice is ultimately yours to make. Either way you are damned if you do and damned if you don’t.
The incredibly realistic view of this scene, in this story, is remaining neutral to events like this is relatively impossible, like a movie that makes you cringe at the sight of such horrors taking place you hope and pray the story will end in a different way, because, in this scenario we all seem to be an endangered species in this time of evolution on our planet if we continue to live like this, killing the best in each other for amusement or sport, out of anger or pride, except, only the actors in THIS movie are allowed to express their emotions and total disgust at the direction the plot seems to be going, instead. Your job is to remain unaffected. But, what is the point of going to see this kind of movie to begin with if not for the roller coaster of emotions you will also experience?
Well, it seems to be a trap of sorts to see how you will react under restraint, how you manage these intense moments while separating fact from fiction under stress, triggered by a heightened state of awareness.
What seems real and what is actually faked? Some of us seem better at managing these things than others because self-control has everything to do with personal strength, even for the bear whose natural habitat is living in the wilderness but is now being held in captivity.
A Fixed Point 