The Real Deal

I am just like any other person, really. What makes me the real deal is this experience, to which I was given another chance to understand why these things are happening in my world. Come to think of it this is my third chance to get it right, in all truth.

Like before, I didn’t want anything to do with it but the Universe/God/Big Daddy (whatever you choose to call it) wants what it wants, so I can no longer run away from my truth, because, if I had my way in any of it I would expect and want something entirely different. Trust me.

As a way to reveal my imperfections I usually make a couple of mistakes along the way to show that I am no better or different than you are. And if everything happens for a reason this is it.

As many of you already know, at the end of 2006 I fell into a diabetic coma and was not expected to live. Obviously, I had a near death experience because here I am, again. When I woke up, I didn’t remember anybody or anything, at all.

Why is this so important to keep saying?  I still don’t know. Weird things started happening, though, and I had the urge to write even though I couldn’t even spell or talk or even walk back then, but I had the incredible urge to write, especially in the middle of the night and it didn’t matter if any of it was right or wrong. I just had to do it.

The writing wasn’t the only thing happening, either. I was waking up screaming my head off thinking somebody else was in the room with me, when in fact I was alone at the time, or so I thought. I see dead people, too, it seems.

You know, it is still so incredible to actually believe, if this were still not happening to me I would probably dismiss it just as easily as the rest of the skeptics do. People like them, the skeptics, are non-believers and usually have a difficult time in believing in anything at all, even with overwhelming proof, so, I suppose these things happening were questioning everybody’s beliefs.

Seriously though, there have been way too many experiences and people that have validated these abilities over and over and over, again and again. Total strangers mind you. I guess it really depends on whether or not your mind is open to this sort of thing, so, as you can imagine, I have been called every name in the book and everything under the sun. It appears as a society, we just love putting labels on stuff we are unwilling to understand at first sight, don’t we?

Since this is the case you should probably label me as a hybrid being, because I do see these sorts of things now, along with having dreams that come true, having visions of events going to take place, seeing aura’s, and remote viewing. (We are evolving as a species)

People are going to think what they want to think anyway, but, just so you hear it from me, I can tell you from personal experience, other people like me are probably just a real, although, I am acutely aware there are some out there that pretend to be something they aren’t for whatever reason.

Hey, I know it took a long time to wrap my tiny brain around it all too, so whatever.

Seriously though, what would I have to gain by doing or saying anything like this since it has taken so long to come to terms with? Nothing. All I know is I have been super-reluctant to come out with it. Again.

As a matter of fact I have lost way more than I have gained, or ever thought I would loose in light of discovering my truth.

Anyway, people that knew me before say I am not the same person and it has been a challenging road to come back with no memory or motor function so it has all been a bit too real for me, that’s for sure.

There was even a time when I was in a wheel chair, when I had to use a walker, a cane and a scooter, but now, I am able to walk unassisted, defying all of the odds stacked against me. So it is true what they say about people like me who have had a near death experience, you know. We come back incredibly different. Unique.

There is really nothing wrong with me. I am normal in every way. I am just paranormal. I probably was before it’s just that I never wanted anybody to know, like now, so what I want is irrelevant at this point.

After many, many, many agonizing nights questioning what was actually happening, I dropped to my knees and prayed for guidance and understanding. Then I was led to do the best with what I have been given.

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